I've been having a lot of conversations lately with members of the Prana Yoga community about the topic of self-care.  As you know, since the studio is fertility, prenatal, and postnatal focused our students are mostly women.  We are diverse in ages, cultural and socio-economic backgrounds and we each have a unique set of experiences and circumstances.  But yet what I am seeing and hearing from many of the women who walk through our doors, has a distinctly common thread.  It seems the majority of us are struggling with prioritizing our self-care and clearly communicating our needs to others.

I'm challenged by this too. As women, it is our nature to nurture and it is important to us to care for our loved ones.  And there is beauty and power in that. Nurturing is one of the qualities of the divine feminine and it is something we should embrace with a full heart.  But somewhere along the way, this ideal is getting twisted and we are receiving a message to be sacrificial lambs and neglect our own needs.

It's time to tell yourself a different story and become assertive and unapologetic about your self-care.
What's been working for me lately, is to be intentional and deliberate in the scheduling of "me time." It has helped to enter a recurring appointment in my calendar for one yoga classes per week and a monthly massage.  I treat those time slots as if they were an rsvp yes to my best friend's wedding. I build everything else around them and if someone asks me if I am available at those times I decline. Making these times non-negotiable have helped me in being consistent with the practices that I need to be happy and healthy.

If you are partnered, an honest conversation in the spirit of collaboration is essential. Be calm, clear and unafraid to state your needs and boundaries. Some of us have never been taught a language around communication of our needs. It's time to take those first brave steps and speak our truth. Another strategy might be to recruit the support of your  friends to hold you accountable. Making a date to meet up for a workout or a movie can help motivate us to follow through.

Making time for self-care can seem extra challenging when we have young children but remember it is precisely then that your well-being is most critical. You cannot pour from an empty cup and when you are able to replenish your energy you will have more to give and more to keep.  Also don't forget that now more than ever, we need to be mindful of what we are modeling for our sons and daughters if we are ever to break free of these patriarchal constructs that we are growing increasingly dissatisfied with. Being the sacrificial lamb just doesn't work anymore if we hope to influence the next generation

 Love, Dee

It's been hard to be a yoga and meditation teacher these last few weeks and months. I feel that the world as I know it, has devolved into complete chaos and ugliness with this year's presidential election.  As I have written before, I try my best to uphold the ethics of the yoga and Buddhism and I practice regularly. I have to say that finding compassion for all and applying teachings of equanimity have taken me to the outer edges of my personal limits these days. Simply said, I am pissed as hell and it's been difficult for me to feel peace of mind and be yogic about some of the things I have been seeing and hearing.

I feel self-conscious at times when I express myself. As if being a yoga teacher is supposed to make me someone who is never angry. I wonder sometimes, when I post on social media, if there are those who judge me for speaking out at what I see is unjust.

I've spent some time thinking carefully about this. The news a week ago today that came out allowing all of us hear obscene sexually predatory comments made by a presidential candidate of our beloved country was way too much to bear.  In my experience as a girl and woman I have had to fend off unwanted sexual advances by the dozen. I have had to stay quiet in the streets of NYC and endured lewd remarks because I was afraid of being raped.  I witnessed the sexual abuse of a thirteen year old girl by a friend of my parents. I've had men expose themselves to me on public transportation. I have been intimidated in places where I have worked. I have shared these experiences this past week with my husband and my sons. I have had the opportunity to connect with women on this too. Every single one I spoke to had her war stories.

Whether I am a yoga teacher or not, I really believe that this is a time where it is inappropriate to spiritually bypass my anger, and speak about peace and love, rainbows and butterflies.  I will get back to that as soon as I process through what is happening and what is changing. Or maybe I won't. As a teacher, I can promise my students that I am dedicated to my practices. But just like them, I am simply human.

Perhaps our society is going through a prolonged death of sorts. Death can be ugly and it's our job to witness it. I'm doing my best to be patient and stay rooted in the hope that after the destruction is over, we can be reborn into something much greater and kinder. Perhaps this a a unique opportunity for women of the world to be heard.

Until then, I am channeling my energy into two projects. On Friday Oct 28 I will be hosting a Women's Circle Meditation and Discussion about our feelings as women during this time.

On Sunday Nov 13 I will be co-leading a day-retreat with Petrina Plecko where we will explore the tools of silence, yoga and meditation in order to initiate a  post-election healing process.

​More info here

In the last 4 days I’ve received not one, but two 90 min massages and I’m not apologizing about it.  If you think that is extravagant or selfish I’m going to let you sit with those thoughts while I congratulate myself for taking this action that is in support of my family’s well-being.

When it comes to taking care of myself, like many women, I’m usually my own worst enemy.  My mind seems to be trained into thinking that my personal needs are at cross-purposes with my parenting.  If it’s a form of self-care that needs to be purchased, I tell myself I shouldn’t spend the money when there are other family priorities. If I feel like a quiet walk or a longer meditation would be nice, my thoughts often stray to what I should be doing instead.  I tell myself I should be making dinner for the boys or running an errand.  It’s almost as if I’m subconsciously asking myself, what would June Cleaver do? Then I tell myself I should do that.

The word “should” of course, is inherently judgmental.  And for me, it can create guilt that is so powerful, I occasionally fool myself into thinking that the time I would spend doing something just for me, isn’t worth it.  Many times I make the mistake of neglecting myself in order to get to the next item on the to-do-for-everybody-else list.

As I’ve become more immersed my yoga studio's community of mostly women, self-care has become a topic that we talk a lot about.  I've been encouraging  we practice the skill of mindfully rejecting the societal bullshit that tells us that women should put everyone’s needs above their own.  We’ve been programmed into thinking that we ought to come last and moms, it’s time to realize that the June Cleaver’s archetype is a thing of the past.
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I enjoy being a nurturer.  But I’m wise enough to know that a healthy body and a peaceful mind will make me much better equipped to serve those who need me.  Think of it like you're on an airplane, and they tell you to slip the oxygen mask over your own face first.  It’s time we divorce ourselves from the idea that self-care is selfish and remember that your time on the yoga mat or getting lost for a few hours getting a pedicure is for the benefit of everyone in your life. You are doing it for them. And Enjoy!

Namaste, 

Dee