Setting A Boundary For A Yoga Teacher2/13/2023 I had to set a firm boundary for a yoga teacher recently.
At the end of December I hurt my neck in a fall so when I go to yoga I’ve been arriving early to set up wayyy in the back corner. I like to use a lot of blankets and blocks including the wall for support. I modify postures quite a bit so I can do what serves my body. Most teachers welcome this as an authentic expression of yoga philosophy. This studio I go to has one perfect little space behind the back row, near where they keep the props. I was happily practicing in my little cocoon, until inexplicably the teacher started calling attention to me. At one point, he had the entire class turn 180 degrees around to look at me. Then, I started to count the amount of times he said “Dee” and it felt super strange when I realized by the time the class was over we’d hit 20+ times. I stayed behind afterwards to chat with him. I let him know that it made me uncomfortable in my body. The level of attention was unwelcome and not in service to my healing. I also let him know that I love his class, however my request was that next time, he not call my name out loud again. I was clear and direct. I didn’t try to make him wrong, I simply focused on what I was feeling and what I needed him to change in his behavior in order for me to continue showing up to his class. I did not require an apology, though he graciously offered one along with his word that it wouldn’t happen again. I walked away from the conversation feeling clear and complete and willing to try his class again. We’ve been conditioned that these types of conversations are confrontational, but it doesn’t have to be. Setting boundaries is hard work, but we have everything to gain by being able to communicate our expectations to others effectively. ONLINE OPTION ADDED! link is bio on IG, comments on FB. #healthyboundaries #boundaries #transformyourlife #yoga #yogastudios Let's Talk About Boundaries2/5/2023 Everyone’s had the experience of a close talker, right? You know the twinge in the belly or the tightening in your muscles when someone has invaded your personal space. That’s energetic contraction.
Have you noticed, though, how it can depend on the person? At times, if we are resonating with a particular human’s vibration, we might feel a warmth across the skin, telling us that we don’t mind at all if they move into a cozier distance. That’s energetic expansion. NYC subways are a great place to experiment with that. This energetic dynamic plays out in every aspect of our lives. Our bodies responds in subtle ways as people interact with us, and that gives us the first clue as to what is acceptable and what is not. We are responsible to create clear guidelines for the ways in which others behave around us. Including how close they come to our physical proximity. The first step, in my view, is for us to attune to the physical signals that let us know when enough is enough. I will be teaching a workshop in Pelham NY on Saturday Feb 11 at 1pm Setting Healthy Boundaries and Communicating with Compassion. We’ll be working with this from an embodied perspective. I’m really excited to share this info, hope to see you there. Response to My Last Post2/4/2023 Wow Wow Wow! I’m at a loss for words about my experience yesterday. After my juicy and vulnerable post my DM’s started filling up within minutes.
I’m so moved, not only by your support of my path, which was offered in abundance… but also the stories that were shared about your paths and the ways in which YOU have felt different and marginalized when it comes to s e x u a l i t y and relationships! Many of you thanked me for what I shared because it made you feel safer to share your authenticity with me. Yes, I’m crying. I shared my feelings of wonderment with a dear and wise sister. She said to me “Everyone is waiting for someone else to go first.” That’s feels SO true and trust that I don’t mind blazing this trail. I spent a few hours sending links to those of you who liked the post or messaged. If I missed you somehow and you want to follow me there, please send a private message or comment below. Lastly, in response to a couple of your questions on what kind of content to expect — my intention there is the same as my intention here. To inspire you to live your most authentic and fulfilled life possible. Love you! Juicy and Vulnerable Share2/2/2023 JUICY AND VULNERABLE SHARE
I’m SO inspired by the response to my last post about my custom-tailored partnership. I’m feeling excited that so many of you reached out with words of support or genuine personal curiosity about my relationship. As rebellious and irreverent as you might think I am, I’ve fretted over the revelation around non-monogamy for years. I know many of you in narrow contexts and I didn’t have a read on how it might land with everyone. I’m happy to report that if any folks were clutching their pearls in horror, they at least remained silent. Phew. On a related note, there’s something else that I’ve largely kept out of public awareness. I have a much edgier side to my being that’s been coming much more alive and central in the last couple of years. In fact, for the last 15! years I’ve been deep diving in the study of various lineages of classic and neo-tantra, sacred s e x u a l i t y, pleasure positivity, body image, intimacy, relationships, sensual body work, and even power exchange, costuming and roleplay as a healing modalities. The power of this work is immense and Im SO proud of what I practice. I’ve kept that part of my life mostly out of mainstream awareness simply due to the fact I was a black, widowed, single mom raising kids in an mostly white, affluent, very buttoned up and highly gossipy suburb. No additional challenges with the way I was perceived there felt welcome, so I simply hid in plain sight and waited it out. The kids are now grown and I’m in the midst of my personal rebirth! I am aware that s e x u a l i t y content, however valuable, isn’t for everyone, so I have separate FB and IG accounts for that. I’m going to be spending more time on those accounts this year as I slowly pivot my healing work to this field full time. If you would like access to my additional accounts you can either heart this post or send me a private message. “Other me” will add you. This Dee Yergo account will remain unchanged and I’ll continue to post the mainstream stuff I do here too. Sending you so much love and gratitude. Archives
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